Refused.

2003-10-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

hmm. havent updated in ages. hmm its gettin old, as in i mean, im always saying that in the beginning of all the recent entries. anyways, watched a very good movie on sunday. its called "gattace". actually its been showing for a while already, and i dint really watched it because i thought it was some spacey show and i dont like spacey shows because the whole idea is you get lost in space some aliens start eating everyone up and only you survive the whole thing or sth like that. but thank god, i watched this movie. its really sad but its still really really nice. actually i watched this show because there's this fantastic looking guy, i think his name is ethan hawke. he's damn good looking! he's the guy who was in the movie 'great expectation" and jude law is in it too. ever since i saw the movie "the talented mr ripley", i always thought he's good looking too! "gattaca" is always showing on axn, so if any one has cable should watch it!=)

im like totally broke! had six days holiday after my exams, so we went ktv and all. and ktv costs a lot so im really broke. i think im going to work? maybe not, but i need the money. anyways, i was thinking how lousy my school is. i dont think we have graduation night. but its not like i graduate this year, i mean for next year or sth. i think at my school, we'll probably have some graduation lunch thing which is so lame. yeah. got back my papers today. and guess what i passed maths! i mean of all subject maths, i dint expect it. and i pass the chinese, chem and history. i dint expect i'll pass chem too. but today my eng teacher was being all weird. he was like, sheryl what happen to you. your english paper was quite bad. then i was like so did i fail huh? then he was like, your answers are abit unsound.

unsound? i dont even know if there's such a word! but he said i pass but he expected me to do better. i think i'm going to fail english. because i dint even have time to do the compo thing, i had like 20 mins left and just rush thru my compo, and i wrote about micheal jackson.

oh yar, was looking at the coming movies at msn website. and jude law is going to star in this moive, actually its a book, and i read it and i have it!! haha. its the lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events! i think its going to be a good movie i cant wait. its coming out in i think 2005 or sth?

2 more weeks and school is over. =))

2003-10-09T05:36:00.000-07:00

hmm havent updated in ages. now i dont really know what to blog. okay, my exams have started. maths paper is such a nightmare. i think im not going to pass. anyways, had social studies paper today. and i studied like crazy for the whole swizterland thing, and in the end, i dint even do the question on swizterland.

anyways, the macdonald advertisement is driving me crazy. everywhere you go, you hear that i'm lovin it song. argh. anyways i cant wait till after exams. got loads of plans. probably going to start working? at my dad's friends's office typing stuff. but its not confirm. i feel so lazy anyway. oh yes, im like sun yanzi crazy now. her sogns are fantastic. she reminds me of some one. her songs are nice nice nice. my playlist are like filled with only her songs. =) actually im suppose to be studying accounts. i mean like practice or sth. but im like super lazy, everytime i sit down to study, then five mins later, i'll just go and watch tv or lie down on the sofa or sth.

im lookin for a good book to read after exams. hmmmm. so many things to do after exams, i cant wait. =)

2003-09-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

AHH, im like so bored now, like so so so so so so bored now. let's see, school is extremely boring and horrible, was tired the whole morning, and i played bingo almost the whole day today, its so pathetic, i kept losing. i only like got four full bingos.

hmmm, was really unlucky today, i lost one of my school shoe this morning, its very very weird, and i would be less angry if i lose both of them, but the thing is, i just lost one of it, so, was looking for it, and was almost late for school, and my dad scolded me!

anytime you feel the pain,
hey jude, refrain,
dont carry the world upon your shoulders,
well, you know its a fool who plays it cool,
by making his world a little colder.
[hey jude]

2003-09-21T06:14:00.000-07:00

hmm havent updated in ages. anyways, was out yesterday, was my friends birthday. actually was kind of a pathetic celebration. first there was only the three of us. but we went ktv, and sang our hearts out =) then we walked around town, bought a present for her, and went to have our hair cut together.

and i totally regretted it, its like shorter, and layered, and its like crazily layered! ah, so its like messy messy. nevermind, all my friends regretted it, so we kept tellling ourselves that hair can always grow and we'll have long hair in no time. but i know its not true! ah, hair takes ages to grow.

im still looking for a good layout for my blog, the black one was gettin boring, and the pink one was so not me. anyways, after the next week, its like exams already. its like so soon, and a year is almost over.

2003-09-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

my computer is finally fixed!
it was like crazy, auto shut down and everything.
but now its fixed! =)

okie, just got home.
my legs ache like hell now.
we were like walking around and around,
okie, we went suntec first,
then we kind of got lost, cos its so huge
and we went up to the roof top in esplanade,
the view is so fantastic, it was like so peaceful and nice,
i've never been there, so it was really nice.

okie, and i had this nightmare last night,
i dreamt that i was in prison,
like really in prison, with my brother and my cousins,
it was damn scarey.

anyway i really love this song now.

i've got sunshine on a cloudy day,
when its cold outside,
i've got the month of may,
i guess you'll say,
what can make me feel this way,
my girl, my girl, my girl,
talking about my girl.
- clay aiken my girl.

anyways, i got back my handphone! =))

2003-08-22T05:24:00.000-07:00

hmm watched a tale of two sisters yesterday.
it was really scarey!
and even my friend's boyfriend covered his eyes.
and i had some fantastic thai food for dinner!=))

school was super boring.
and i had this chinese test,
it was really horrible,
i dint know the answers, anyways,
im alone at home.
my dad is golf-crazy now.
my mum is overseas, and both my brothers are out.
i could actually sneak out now, but im too tired.

oh yes, i bought a new book yesterday,
so far this week, i spent like thirty plus on books,
i just cant help it, i got to read the last part of the shopaholic series.
oh yar, i was at this beckham website,
and i saw this really nice pictures of beckham and victoria.
shall just post some interesting ones up.
its under madness.

daphnee,
of course we're meeting, but what time?
tell me asap okie? and tell me who are we meeting ok?
or call my house, but dont call too late alright! thanks for the birthday song! haha

2003-08-20T03:03:00.000-07:00

okie. saturday was like superr boring.
i think staying at home would have been better.
we were just walking around. and walking, walking,
its quite stupid. yeah.

anyways, i bought a new book on monday!
shopaholic aboard. its fantastic, i've finished it already.
i just cant put it down. its really good. =))
and i watched the real madrid match on monday morning,
actually i dint watch it, i mean i dint finish watching it.
i woke up at like four am and watched for abt 20mins,
then i realised sth, i was the only one awake in the house,
and its so dark in my house, and i started having all the ju-on scenes flashing in my mind.
so i decided to record it and go back to sleep,
honestly, it was really silly, now that i think of it.

i havent logged on to msn for like a million years,
and today i logged on, and its so different.
i mean, there's all these littel cute emoticons and cute little pictures,
i really feel like im lagging in everything,
like handphones, my friend will be like talkin about gprs, etc,
and i'll be like huh? i dont know how to go into gprs or whatever you do with it

oh yes, i found a new soccer player to be crazy over,
Guti from real madrid, and Morientes.
they're quite good looking.
even Raul is not bad.

im going to watch a tale of two sister tmr,
oh yar, school is really boring.
i really hate all the lessons, well except for physics and english? and history,
i really hate chinese lessons,
its soo boring.
and i have to act like its all interesting and nice,
urgh, i mean i dont want to disappoint my teachers.

oh yar, my dad showed me his watch collection on sunday,
watches are actually very interesting.
there's this watch that can tell the speed of wind,
and er, a watch that can show you if there's a full moon or sth.
its so cool. =)
i thought watches are like there just for the time.

anyways, im going to have lunch now.
alphabet soup!

2003-08-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

ah, im like having sore eyes now.
but they're not red or anything,
they just hurt alot.
anyways i've been takin afternoon naps.
like today, i slept from like four plus to seven!
i think people who take afternoon naps get fat easily right?

okie, yesterday my friend ask a guy for his number.
the guy is like quite good looking,
only his side view, he looks really like edison,
turns out his name is brandon! hahaha

i wanna watch many moives.
i wanna watch freaky friday, and pirates of the caribbean and sinbad!!
and of course the scarey korean movie,
its called the tale of two sisters,
there's so many movies to watch! haha.

anyways my physics teacher was reading out this qoute from a book,
i think its quite meaningful,
its sth like,
What's the world's greatest lie "It's this: that at a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate. That's the world's greatest lie."

2003-08-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

hmm school was alrite today,
anyways, i had a really huge fight with the guy with tattoos,
like seriously huge.
anyways, we havent been talking since.
but i really dont care. i mean really.
but my friends think im really upset and all.

i just saw this korean scarey movie trailer on tv.
its so ju-on. i wanna watch it.
but i couldnt see the title because its all in like korean or sth.
it opens on my birthday! hehe.

anyway, i had a really horrible nightmare yesterday,
okie, i had this nightmare that i got this horrible tattoo.
like seriously disgusting, anyways the design is sth like "@"
sth like this huge curly A on my arm.
and its that tattoo-crazy guy who chose it for me,
and i dont know how i end up in the shop with him or sth.
it was really horrible cos the tattoo is so so so disgusting,
the first thing i did when i woke up was to check my arm!
hahaha, i dont think i'll ever get a tattoo.

daphne, hey sorry, i think i gave you the wrong idea or sth. i meant it as i was going out with my friends. i can only meet you next next sat. but what i meant in the earlier msg is that, i thought i could see you or sth like that since town is so small. sorryy. stop cutting yourself up ok. so how did you do for your chinese oral or whatever it is?

2003-08-08T04:19:00.000-07:00

ah, school was horrible.
we had some stupid national day celebration,
they made us sit under the hot hot sun to watch some shitty games,
i mean, why cant we be like a normal school and have a national day concert or something?
instead, we have some stupid floor ball games.

anyways, i was gettin really irritated with my classmate,
he kept showing me his stupid horrible tattoo!
like i give a damn how it looks like, and besides i already know.
i mean, he was like deliberately showing his tattoo to the world or sth.
he was really nice before he got his stupid tattoos,
he will be telling the tattoos he has and the tattoos he's going to get, everyday!
half the time i dont know what the hell he's talkin about.
and its so so irritating.

anyways, off to watch holland v now.
=)

daphy, okie, im going out next saturday. maybe i could see you then, actually i wanted to meet you next saturday, but when i told my friends that i might not be free next sat, they start giving me stupid faces, so i dont have a choice, haha. anyways i guess i'll bump into you or something. =) okie, ooh i cant wait to see maomao, i forgot how he looks like already. hahaha.

2003-08-05T03:03:00.000-07:00

okie, im quite happy today,
well because i had like no lessons today,
just lots of fun.
we had free periods like almost the whole day,
and we had lab lessons!

anyways kelly got caught smoking!
haha i cant believe it, she like actually smoked in school!
and, i mean, i cant even believe she smokes,
no wonder today she was like, showing off her stupid fags,
like telling the world she had 7sticks or so.
i feel so so stupid. i mean, like two years ago,
i was the one smoking in school and gettin caught and etc!
haha now i think she's so dumb!
and just as everyone suspected, she paotou somebody!
kayne was like telling me everything,
i think kayne's going to whack her tmr!
luckily me and her arent on good terms,
or else i would have fag with her, and things would be worse.

daphne,
guess what, i only can meet you around 23rd or sth. is that alright? hehe, we'll go town and fag like crazy, my friends dont allow me to fag, after that thing, you know what i mean. oh mao mao is that cute guy? haha ooh so he's not stingy huh. hehe. anyways i really wish we could meet up sooner. ARGHH! so when do you always go online? maybe i can talk to you online or sth? take care love ya too.

2003-08-04T04:47:00.000-07:00

daphne,
i dont know what's wrong, i just cant sign in your guestbook, i've tried it like twice already. anyways, im really happy you called, i dint expect it at all! hehe, okie, i really understand what you mean, im sure your mum and sister really care and want the best for you. just that they show it the wrong way. got lots to tell you. anyways i guess i'll see you soon right. Takecare!

2003-07-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

okie. i finish reading the book i bought.
haha its so so so nicee.
but i cant afford to buy the second one. i mean, not now.
because im in debts too. like i owe my class mate $15,
actually i dint intend to pay her back,
but, she keeps pestering me for it, argh.

anyway,
i was feeling so happy and contented with myself yesterday,
actually its about this silly thing.
but anyway, i was so happy because,
i always get tuition teachers who dont bother to come.
i mean, i was so dreading tuition yesteday,
then by 4.30, i thought okie, here comes tuition,
but at 4.35, she dint come.
so i thought maybe i'll watch tv, and then she'll come soon,
but secretly, i knew she was never going to turn up.
in the end, she dint even come.
i mean, i get tutors like that all the time,
like my previous maths and chinese tutors,
they always dont turn up at all! hahaha.
so i felt so lucky, i mean, how many people are lucky like me, like their tutors always turn up but mine doesnt. hehe=))
okie, anyway, i was quite happy and all.

and i was happy until like today,
and my maths test, i think im going to pass
like really, normally i would be the one asking everyone for answers, like trying to cheat,
but today i was like tellin my friends the answers!
haha. maybe my maths teacher will be so so shocked,
because im not even in his class,
i mean, he only teaches the first three rows, those who really want to study,
the last three rows, can just do whatever we want,
he set that rule because he finds it too hard to teach,
so every maths lesson, im just sitting behind, reading my book or sth!
suddenly school seems so fun,
we get lots of free periods.

i saw jay chou's new video a few days back,
i think he's soooo good looking,
i mean, his front view sucks, esp with his hair now,
reminds me of the guy from dreams fm, or sth like that,
but his side view, he looks, so er dashing? or sth.
his new album's coming out tmr.
hmm why am i even saying this, its not like i'll buy it.

2003-07-28T00:40:00.000-07:00

okie, guess what i just realised i saved seven dollars last week!!
my god. that's so so much. i've never saved that much b4.
im really proud of msyelf. haha.
it means i only spent an average of $3.60 per day.
that's so little. hehe.

anyway, i bought a new book, the secret dreamworld of a shopaholic
as in i really paid for it.
well, my mum paid. but i could have done sth else right.
its really nicee! but i kind of hate becky.
i mean, why buy all the useless crap? haha.

anyway, a stupid mosquito just decided to bite my toe.
of all places! its really itchyy. ahhh.
i feel very hyper active today.
like im shouting and gettin all excited over nothing,
when usually im just super quiet. hmmmm.

oh yah, today me and my friend got caught cheating,
actually its attempting to cheat,
well, i DIDNT. i actually studied for it,
but my friend, she wanted to copy but instead of using her own textbook, she used mine,
its not like she dint bring hers, i dont know why she used mine.
probably because i highlighted some stuff,
but the point is, i studied and still my teacher thought i was cheating!
in the end my friend told her that it wasnt me who was cheating,
i mean, she wouldnt want me to hate her forever right?
but i was still quite pissed off!
i mean, is there a more stupid way to copy?
she actually put the book on the table.
i mean, teachers do walk around the class when we're having a test right?

daphnee!
sorry, couldnt contact you or sth.
heyy hows everythinng?
er, tell me your new blog address okie?
takecaree *hugs

2003-07-10T06:47:00.000-07:00

ah. having a bad headache now.
okie, i've just finished reading order of the phoenix.
im so glad that im done with it,
cos for the past week, i've only been doing two things,
which is going to school and reading the book.
hmm its really tiring.

school is alright.
had physics test today,
we were doing conduction convention etc,
but i only had enough time to study conduction,
so i guess im going to fail the test,
and probably not be able to go to physics classes until the next test.

i think im going to the beach on saturday!
if they are still planning to go.
one of my classmate kept asking me to put a tattoo on my back,
as if i will, the pain according to him, is bearable,
but everyone knows it hurts like hell!
he's got a few done over the week.
and a tattoo on my back, its going to be horrible for sure.

hmmm, i've been bringing the same shit everyday for school.
because i havent had the time to pack,
but tonight, im going do all my homework,
because im done with the stupid harry potter book!
but still, its a good read. =)

2003-07-09T02:34:00.000-07:00

hmm havent updated in a while.
been really busy, with homework and stuff.
okie maybe not with my homework. heh.
went out on youth day,
and i lost ten bucks. cos i think i dropped it somewhere,
argh, bad luck right.

i've been reading order of the phoenix. =)
i think my english teacher is professor snape.
enough said.

yep, i read daphne's blog,
and the song, "i'll be here"
haha i like that song too.
i have the clay aiken's version,
its niceeee.

my english teacher told me,
that he has given up all hope on me.
as in he said, he wont bother to mark my work or anything.
i was just thinking,
i dont even hand in any english homework,
as in there isnt even any!
what a stupid fool,
even the the horseyface is better.

anyways, whos pixalator?

2003-07-03T05:20:00.000-07:00

hmm been a li'l busy the past few days,
okie, my maths teacher (horseface) is a total asshole,
he's like so arrogant. so proud of himself,
okie, after school, we were supposed to hand in our holiday hw.
so i copied the whole thing,
and when i handed it to him,
he was like, "re-do everything."
then i got a li'l mad, i mean, he's crazy,
so i said sth like, i dont mind failing the maths test he's going to give, and that even if i did it myself now, i wouldnt learn anything because im just doing for the sake of doing,
then he got pissed off, and shouted at me,
in the end, i had to do the first six questions,
and when i finished it, he wouldnt even look at it.
i dont understand, why even ask me to do some questions,
if he dont want to look at it.

im like reading two books at the same time,
its like a while i'll be reading harry potter,
then later, its another book.
argh, im getting quite irritated with myself recently.
guess what i have to do now,
i have to finish up my maths holiday homework and physics,
im not even allowed in physics class,
as in this whole group of us cant go to physic lesson,
why? because the class was too noisy
and i happen to be the unlucky few he chose to think that was noisy!
maybe i wont do the homework,
what's the point, they dont bother to loook at it.
they just chuck it one side, and ask me to redo again.
im getting paranoid.

2003-07-01T03:29:00.000-07:00

okie, just got back home.
hmm second day of school, argh,
its so hard to wake up,
i mean, its like i sleep for like 5mins,
then i hear my alarm ringing, then i have to wake up.
bought the fifth harry potter book today! haha
anyway, dint buy much at bangkok.
and, there is no david beckham,
but i bought the newspaper, had his picture in it!! haha.
actually im not nuts about him.
guess what i bought?
i bought many games!! hahaha
the sims, hot date and the superstar version!
and many dvds, its so cheap, only $15, and its not a copy one.

school is alright. hmm, i have a new maths teacher,
he has a horseface, i mean, its like he banged into a door or sth,
totally flat. and he's always saying, "whats the problem w you"
we cant even put our bags on the table,
we are only allowed to put our maths textbok and a pen.
he's mad, and he scolded me today for nothing.
tmr, im just going to put every single textbook on the table.
let's see what he has to say.

2003-06-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

guess what.
im going bangkok tmr!! hahahaha
we just booked the ticket yesterday,
and we were actually on waiting list,
but today, the guy called up and said we could go.
im so happy!!
david beckham is in bangkok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know i'll never see him anyway,
but who knows? at least we're in same country?
haha but i dont know if he has left or not.
but who cares, at least im not in boring singapore.
and, i want to buy many many books!!!=))))
im so sick of taking books from kino.

oh yes, yesterday i went ktv! was kinda fun.
and i took two books from kino,
hannibal by thomas harris and all that remains by patricia cornwell.
i regretted taking hannibal, i should have taken silence of the lamb.
and i love patricia cornwell,
i read another book written by her, and i totally loved it. like crazy,
its body of evidence in case anyone wants to read it.

oh, i havent done any homework at all,
i kinda forgot about it,
i guess i'll just do the book reviews.
and maybe the chemistry worksheets,
but im not sure, im too excited to be doing all these homeworks.

i just remembered this,
sars is destructive,
body-building is contructive.
hahaha.
i was thinking of sth on saturday,
and then i remember me and daphne were supposed to blog about this.
=)

2003-06-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

hmmm. havent updated in awhilee.
anyway, watched finding nemo yesterday.
hmm its really nice. =)) i like dory. so funny.

went out on saturday too.
met daphne, sky, denise, crystal, xinping.
walked around,
hmm first we just went, heeren big mirror, then cine long john.
then back to heeren big mirror.
and we were just fagging fagging fagging.
hmm took neoprints.
gonna scan it in later, =)

there so many books i wanna read,
this morning i went to amazon.com to search some books,
cos yesterday i watched 'red dragon' at night,
and its fantastic, i like movies like that,
so i went amazon.com to search for books like that. hehe.
im a nerd. so i think im going to kino to buy them.

ah, going out soooooonn.
with my mum.
going to get readddyy.
im doing a conference with my friends now,
haha and we singing like mad,
hmm think im going ktv tmr. =)

2003-06-19T21:05:00.000-07:00

yay, im going out soon.
actually not very soon, i going out at one.
the past two days i've been staying at home,
its so so so so boring,
im on a clay aiken madness,
cos i downloaded quite a few of his songs! =))
i like the "somewhere out there" and "to love somebody" best
his voice is fantastic!but i think im kinda slow,
as in, american idol is, already over. haha
anyway, david beckham is going to real madrid!! hahaha,
well, now im sorry for all the things i said about real madrid, hehe
that time, i watched the mtv movie awards thing,
he's soo good looking. ahhhh. his voice also very nice, very kiddy. =))))
but his shirt number wont be 7 anymore, becos raul's number is 7,
hmmmm, im going kino later,
to buy the books i want, yep, and, some stationery,
my mum is coming home tmr night! im so happy. =)
because my dad is acting like a nut case recently,
yar, always muttering under his breath what a miserable life he has,
HA-HA-HA. what does he do anyway?
but i dont care. he's mad, and he's going away next week. whoopee.

2003-06-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

hmm. sometimes i think people are really weird,
like even if you're the bestest of friends,
you would still do things to annoy each other.
or say things?
like today, my good friend was being a super bitch,
i mean why say XXX is super bitch, if the next thing you're planning to do,
is be a bitch just like xXX
if you want a friend, be a friend, right?

anyway, woke up really early today! 9 am,
haha its so not-sheryl. but i do wake up early sometimes,
went over my friend's house around ten,
and, around two we left,
and i went for a hair cut, haha no drastic change,
just trim off the ends, my last hair cut was ages ago,
and four sth, we watched ju-on,
i'd give it a 5/10, cos i dint really know what's going on,
but, it definately scarey!
hmm sometimes i think my friends are a silly bunch,
like, sometimes, i just feel the differences between us.

ah, im feeling a li'l off.
oh yes, went to the book store today,
i found this fantastic book, i have to read it,
its "can you keep a secret?" by i forgot who,
looks nice. i think i read about from daphne's blog?
yep, im currently reading, "dates,mates and cosmic kisses"
its actually part two, the first part is"dates,mates and inflatable bras"
the cover looks silly, anyway it doesnt belong to me,
but it is a really good read. its about three friends,
but every book is different, as in, its written by another person,
as in, the "I" in each of the book is not the same person. quite interesting=)

2003-06-14T22:06:00.000-07:00

hmm. just ate my lunch. pineapple ricee.
its so delicious. =))
i went ntuc last night before i went home,
i was supposed to buy some instant noodles,
then i was lookin at the amount of fats in some of the instant noodles,
so i just bought the one with lesser fats in them.
anyway, in the end, it tasted horrible haha.
so next time, i'll just stick to my favourite flavour, curry.=)

went out yesterday.
met daphne, cj and bran.
and also saw wai, bettina, some of my school mates, and colin and chase! haha
took neoprints with daphne=)
going to scan them in later.
there's the mtv movie awards tonight at 9pm
david beckham is a special guest at the awards, so im definately watchin it,
and the movie awards are always funny, last year's was kinda funny too.
hmm im going out tmr,
either to watch ju-on, the scarey movie,
or shop. hehe, dad gave me some money today. =))))

2003-06-12T03:06:00.000-07:00

yep. updated the neoprints!=)
couldnt find lots of them!
oh yes, my dearest beckham is not going to stay at man u.
imagine manchester united without him,
can you even imagine that?

but my brother says he's not going,
as in this whole thing, is just some publicity thing. let's hope so.

2003-06-12T02:25:00.000-07:00

hmm i slacked the wholee day.
just lie around on the sofa or on my bed with the air con on,
because of the extreme hot weather,
but, its like raining now. haha.
kinda happy today, been a while since i just slacked. =)
anyway, i watched lord of the rings/the two towers yesterday!!
haha its the third time im watching it.
i tell you, its fantastic! i love this movie
and also because of this movie,
by the time i finished watching it, it was like one plus
so knowing me, i switched off, and miss the england match! ARGH.

went out yesterday,
bought one new top. hehe =)
took neoprints, im going to scan all the past neoprints i took ltr.

daphne//
hey. you sound so horrible on your blog?
is everything okie?
although we dont meet up as often,
or even msg nowadays,
you know i still love you! *grins
and, we are going to meet up this saturday right?
you can update me on everything! takecaree

2003-06-10T02:28:00.000-07:00

hmm i watched "how to lose a guy in ten days" today,
haha i love this movie,
okie the ending is predictable, but its still nice.
i think mathew McConaughey is cute.=)
ah, what a boring day,
thank god im going out tmr.

2003-06-04T06:14:00.000-07:00

hmm guess what,
there's just bunch of idiots in school,
i mean, they are ah lians or whatever they call themselves,
i dont know when this started but,
we were supposed to go on this learning journey,
but we wont learn anything haha, but that's not the point,
so we were supposed to go to the basket ball court to line up,
which is so primary school but,
as me and my friends were walking to the basketball court,
and they starting like talking about us etc etc,
i think anyone could guess what they were saying,
they were saying that im becoming from bad to worse and etc etc
and you know what's the funniest thing?
when they board the bus, and the bus was passing by us,
they were showing some stupid middle finger or sth,

anyway, came home straight after the learning journey,
but i went out again after that,
watched bruce almighty! hahaha i think its the funniest show,
i mean there are funnier shows but i dont know,
i love the first part, before he had the power, hahaha
i think jim carrey is quite cute! =)

last day of school tmr,
it seem so soon.

2003-06-02T04:05:00.000-07:00

hmm just got home
argh, sth's wrong with me,
feeling extremely horrible these days

anyway, i went out on saturday, saw both nana-s
bought a new skirt. =)
next saturday is my mum's birthday,
i really gotta get her a gift, i dint even give her a mother's day gift,
i suppose im the worse sort of daughter ever.

anyway, im so sick of going to school,
you see, cos im doing this in-house suspension crap,
like i just sit outside the class with my table and chair,
and just practically do nothing but sit sit sit,
im not supposed to talk, or do anything,
just sit sit sit,
i mean i do talk to my friends still,
but i think its a horrible way to spend time,
i mean, you just sit outside,
you cant sleep cos you're feeling so hot,
you get so sick of reading your book,
then you cant sit still, cos you're so so uncomfortable!

i think its the book im reading,
its really morbid, if that's the right word,
anyway, time for dinner,
my dad cooked curry,
its delicious and fattening!

2003-05-27T05:34:00.000-07:00

In my dreams, i'm dying all the time,
Then i wake, its kaleidoscopic mind,
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to lie,
So this is goodbye,
This is goodbye,

Tell the truth, you never wanted me,
Tell me.

In my dreams, im jealous all the time,
Then i wake, im going out of my mind,
Going out of my mind.

||Moby-Porcelain||

2003-05-27T05:13:00.000-07:00

horrible weather!!
argh, its like getting worse each day.
and guess what, my discman got confiscated today,
i dont usually bring my discman to school,
and when i bring, it got confiscated! argh, so unlucky

hmm got back most of my results,
hahaha and guess what, i top physics!! hahaha,
i dint expect it, cos i thought i would just fail,
hehe but i dint do so well, 34/50 hahaha,
it isnt fantastic, and my chemistry was alritee, 31/50
so combined together, i got 65/100. which isnt fantastic
but its better than nothing, oh and i passed a/cs, including paper 1,
but i dint pass it well, just borderline, just 58.5.
its just pure luck i supppose haha

and i top english as well, and history!!
hehe=) but again, its not fantastic marks,
for english i got 74, and history 24/30.
and i failed maths!! haha like every year, i always end up failing maths!!
my teacher said i passed paper one, but i did extremely bad on paper2

yep, i think im going to sentosa on friday,
time to tan my pale skin hehe
i've been eating so much i swear im going to put on 5kg.
you see, its like the same routine every day,
first i eat breakfast at some coffee shop in the morning,
which is usually kaya toast, my all time fav,
or even noodles? or some malay food,
look at my appetite,
its like early in the morn, and im already eating so, so much
okie, but i skip recess,
and lunch, we always eat french fries, with tons of mayonnaise
look at the amount of fats in it, ARGH, i swear im going to be a fat idiot,
i'll exercise like crazy from now,
but its never going to happen cos im so so lazy!

2003-05-23T03:24:00.000-07:00

guess what, i passed accounts!!!!!!!
hahah!! well, i only got back paper two,
but im really really glad!! =))
i must pass paper one as well, or i will fail the whole paper,
cos i only got 34/60. haha but at least i passed,
i think dm isnt happy with me,
i mean, he thinks im just some useless crap who will fail every single paper,
but i guess he thought wrongly! haha
i mean, he was really unhappy when he gave me the paper,
like for everyone who passed, he was smiling, smiling smiling,
and when it came to me, he was like, not happy or sth,
but who cares, =))

anyway, sang like crazy yesterday at ktv haha,
we werent singing, we were screaminggg haha
oh, and i watched the england vs south africa match yesterdayy
and i woke up with sore eyes,
i meant, my eyes were like closing closing.
my friends were super teasing me, but at least its better than dm's eyes, who constantly have sore eyes becos his eyes are like one big and one small, and the smaller one cant stop twitching.

took more neoprints, gona update it,=)
argh, i really hope i'll pass paper onee =))))))
i think im going out tmr, after ten thousand years of being stuck at home!

2003-05-21T06:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm my form teacher called my mum today,
i kinda expected he would,
cos he was really, really pissed off,
its all because i was late all the time,
like he said, what three times a week, etc etc,
my mum wasnt really angry,
i think she doesnt think its such a big deal, i dont know?
yeah, anyway, physics paper today, horrible, i think im going to fail,
and guess what, im going ktv with my frens tmr!!
haha i cant wait, i mean, its been ages since i went ktv?
tmr's the last paper, a/cs paper1,
=)))))))

you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light,
you make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,
you make me wanna surrender my soul,
i know this is a feeling i just cant fight,
you're first and last thing on my mind,
you make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,
you make me wanna surrender my soul.

2003-05-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

okiee, guess what,
i practically slept my day away!
which means i dint do any, revision at all,
actually im not really upset about my pencil case thing,
i mean, everyone has to lose their pencil case, at least once in their lives right?
so i mean, i pass my turn, hehe so i dont think i'll lose it again,
found more fantastic beckham pictures! hahaha he's so, so, so goodlookinggg.
oh yes, he has a new hair style,
i dont know how to say it, but its like, braids you know what i mean,
like er, all the rappers on mtv,
err, first look its not nice, but, if you look longer, its fantastic! =)
okiee, i think its an obsession now,
that im obsessed with him, yeah,
i was thinking about alot of things just now, before i fell asleep,
i dont know if its just me being paranoid,
but, its kind of weird.. hmmmmm
anyway, i dont think im buying the bloodbro pencil case,
time for a change haha, think im just going to be like, everyone else and buy a thirty-seven degrees pencil case.
you know my social studies exam is like tmr,
and i dont even bother to study!?
im a horrible student.

2003-05-19T02:26:00.000-07:00

im feeling extremely horrible now.
guess what, i lost my pencil case,
yes the bloodbro one, its the one i bought together with nana.
the one with all my lucky pens inside,
all my pens, now i dont feel like doing any work,
because i dont have that particular blue pen!
i mean its important, i wont do any work without it!
and all the coloured pens you can find at anywhere,
its all in my pencil case, and i lost it! oh how nice!
URGHHHH!!! im really pissed off now.
forget it, at least i dint lose my handphone, my dad will kill me.
argh!! okie, maths paper is a night mare,
i dont think i'll ever get my camera phone!
i dont have any mood to revise my social studies, i hate that subject
argh, im still extremely angry.
forget it, whoeve finds my pencil is a lucky person,
well, she/he can forget about buying pens in a few mths!
argh, nevermind, im the idiot whos careless. argh,
im going to buy all my pens back tmr,
and im going to buy the exact same pencil case tmr, no matter what.

2003-05-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

i think i remembered wrongly,
my maths paper two is tmr.
argh, i dint do any, any work this weekend,
no revision, no studying.
just plain lazing around. i cant believe it,
i kept thinking, "later later later"
and guess what, even thou i know there's not much time left to revise,
i still keep giving myself a bunch of excuses not to revise,
arghh. bottom line is, im just plainnn lazzyy.
hahaha. uploaded some neoprints i took the past week. =)
you know the song come undone by robbie williams,
i dint like it at first, cos i hate the video, cos its gross,
but, then after my brother downloaded it,
and i started listening to it, i think its nice.
i also like the err, no doubt's running,
at first, i hated it, cos its like slow, the video is boring,
now i know why its so important to do a good music video,
cos with people like me around, if the video sucks, the song sucks as well, right?
because you just cant bear to watch the video any longer, cos its boringggggg.. right?
hehehe, okie, i guess you guys dont understand what i just said. but nevermind,
anyway, the weather is extremely hot!!
i mean, i feel like i need to shower every five minutes. urghhhhh.

running, running,
as fast as we can,
i really hope you make it,
(do you think we'll make it?)
we're running,
keep holding my hand,
its so, we dont get separated

2003-05-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

guess what! i passed maths!!
hahaha when my teacher told me that,
i m so so so so so happy!!!!
my teacher was like you passed maths, cant believe it, then he did the high-five thing!
but thats only paper one,
my teacher thought i would fail. haha
and he said i just passed by few marks.
hmm at least its better than nothing.
paper two on friday, i hope i can push up the marks. =)
oh yar, bought three beckham photos today!
was at my friend's house the whole day today.
okiee there's only physics, mathsP2 and social studies left.
i cant waittttt..
hehehe =))

2003-05-12T03:21:00.000-07:00

okie im in a really really good mood today,
cos i managed to balance my trading and profit and loss a/cs!!
hahahha okie, well i only balance one question out of four,
i left one completely blank, like totally not enough time,
but anyway im still really happy!!
maybe it wont be all crosses! haha
and for the history paper,
the questions that came out, were the ones i memorize,
but i dont really know the source based questions,
hmmm better not get my hopes high,
okie, after school went out for a lil while,
bought many new pens! haha and books! hehe=)
and i went to the street soccer court at bishan,
haha watched my friends played.
okie, speaking of soccer,
espn did not air the man u and everton match!!
what the fuck, i didnt see the fantastic free kick from beckham!
argh!! i thought there will be more goals rather than 2-1
hmmmm okie chinese paper tmr!
i only studied four topics, there's like ten over topics!!
rushing for timeeee. and there's survivor tonite,
haha i hope matt will win!!
=) okie time to study.
wish me luck.

2003-05-09T22:59:00.000-07:00

im in a horrible pile of mess!!!!
argh!! okie, i have accounts exam on monday.
and topics like trial balance, balance sheet, trading and profit and loss accounts etc.
while eveyone knows everything about those topics.
i know nothing, i mean like absolutely nothing,
i only know in debit out credit,
that's all!!! and i have other subjects like social studies, chemistry, i dont know anything at all.
fuck, im going to fail so, so badly!! arghhh!!!

2003-05-07T00:56:00.000-07:00

i had english paper one today.
kinda forgot the letter format but i think i got it right,
well, today we were almost late for school, again.
like it happens everyday, we were late yesterday,
and we only managed to run into school before the bell goes,
i was late like whole of last week as well. haha
its becoming a bad bad habit.
my mum says we might be going to either europe or australia for june holidays,
i mean like tour the whole of europe!!
hahaha brings me to closer to beckham!! hehe=)
anyway, as usual, im extremely broke again,
i spent my last dollar on mineral water,
if you drinks lots, and lots of water, you wont feel hungry.
good way to diet! hahaha. drinks loads of water.
oh and me and my friend were like super bitchin about that bitch today.
she's like super annoying. and she doesnt realise it.
urgh! horrible!
i hate being broke!!

2003-05-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

okie. i was just supposed to burn a cd
and, off the computer, but guess what, im here blogging! haha=)
anyway, my exams start tmr. and i feel like i dont know anything at all!
okie, nothing much happen,
the usual stuff, oh im extremely poor these days,
like today, i had ZERO dollars with me, not even 5fucking cents.
well, because i get only a pathetic 5 bucks a day,
and my physics teacher kepting chasing me to buy the ten year series,
and its not like i did not ask my dad for it.
i asked and of course, he refused to give it to me.
and knowing me, like as if i will have ANY savings at all.
so i had to pay the stupid teacher with my pathetic 5bucks today,
and therefore, have no money at all for the whole day today and every other day
cos there's always some stupid english book or some ten year series stuff i will have to buy.
so, i was hungry all day long, and after school,
my friends were like, let's go this coffee shop and eat some prawn noodles,
i said i cant, and they were like, why why why.
so i said, i dont even a single cent.
i had to repeat ' i have no money ' a thousand times today.
i dont even have the money to feed myself!
or get a drink. well, i guess poor people have to depend on water coolers!
but tmr, when i get my 5bucks i'll return some of the money i owe,
i feel like a gambler whos owing loansharks money and have to think of ways and means to return

anyway, i havent been payin my train fares,
as in i dont tap my ez link card when i go thru the 'thing'
i dont know how you call it,
i mean, my fren would tap her ezlink card,
and i'll just rush behind her without paying! haha
i get a kick out of doing that.

daphnee/// crepes again and again and again!? haha arent ya sick of it? hehe study hard! *hugs

2003-05-03T22:49:00.000-07:00

hmm was out yesterday, for a lil while
anyway, now im officially the owner of all three lord of the rings books!
hehehe, and i got the alice sebold's the lovely bones.
i cant put the book away, i mean i cant stop reading it!
which means im spending more time readin a book which is not in any way related to my exams
than reading my textbooks, doing practices whatever
and i bought two tops yesterday. hmm i love the tops!
hehe, its both white, and one of it has this li'l butterfly thing,
which looks like the henna tattoo me and daphne got two weeks ago.

okie, watched the man u match last night. okie its fantastic and all
van nistelrooy did the whole hat-trick thing, i mean its good and all scoring goals for man u
but the newspaper today dint even bother saying anything
about the fantastic opening goal by beckham!
nevermind, i think its great =)
and guess what, i was supposed to be studying the whole of last night,
but after the match which ended about 9 plus,
i did some history stuff and i fell asleep!
and i wasted all that time sleeping when i could be doing some revision
argh, i think i slept so early bcos i woke up at like 7 plus yesterday.
so today i should be doing double the work,
its so stressful, i know i've got lots of work still undone argh,
no wonder my pimple is staying my face,
cos there's so much work undone and im panicking!
i hope that pimple goes away by tmr,
so that girl can just shut up.
anyway, im using a new phone!! whoohoo!
i dont really like it, but its new and nice so better be thankful!
haha =) oh btw its 6610. haha i know its ugly and all,
but i kinda like it a li'l now. but no way am i going to give it up
for my samsung v200 with a camera.
my dad says if i do well, i'll be able to get it,
let's see if he keeps to his word.

daphne//
haha how did you guess? hehe take care! love ya lots even if i dont see you

2003-05-02T02:56:00.000-07:00

i just remembered sth,
there's this girl in my class,
whos being a total bitch,
okie, there's this pimple on my face,
its just this tiny red dot which is going away.
but she said this to me today

she:: how many pimples do you have?
(and she starts lookin at my face, really close up)
me:: Yah, i have one, on my cheek, its horrible!! but i think its going away, cos its been here for three days
she:: NO!!! YOU HAVE MORE THAN THAT!
(and she gives me that, dont-bluff look)
me:: *awkward. Er yep, there's another one on my forehead, but my fringe covers it, besides its not that visible
she:: NO!! ITS SO OBVIOUS. what did you do!!?? what did you eat??!!!
(and shes mocking at me or sth!)
me:: i dont know..
she:: WHAT HAPPENED??
(and she's still mocking at me)
me:: i dont know!
she:: *finally drop the subject

okie, so i have a pimple, its already going away,
im already upset over it. so stop rubbing it in!
and she had this talk about my face condition with me twice alr!
and she's definately not concern, shes just plain mocking,
stupid bitch!
and she keeps trying to be the angel shit in front of my friends,
like today, i forgot my english textbook,
and while i was being scolded by my teacher in front of the class,
she was doing stupid hand signs at me, offering to lend me the book,
i mean is she in the same planet or what?
im already being scolded by the teacher, he already knew i dint bring my book!
and during recess, she was like "see lah, i want to lend you the book but you dont want so not my fault arh"
oh, what a joke! and my friends were like, "why you dont take her book"
i mean, havent they notice?
i was already being scolded when she offered to lend me her stupid book!
am i being paranoid or is she being a total bitch!
and i cant tell any of my friends how i feel about her,
cos they all think she's a stupid angel!
oh and today we went to this stationary store,
she just shove two g-tecs into my hand and not say a thing
she expects me to "buy" it for her.
i mean, im fine with you tore out the price tag yourself
and ask me nicely,
but she just shove it into my hands and not a say a bloody thing!
stupid bitch!
speakin of which, she recently got dumped by her bf,
she's makin up all sorts of stupid stories to win him back,
she's sayin she got stomach cancer!!!
and my friends were like, "are you okay, take your medicine ok????"
OH MY GOD,
stomach cancer? WHAT A JOKE!
i cant believe, they actually believed her?!
Er, excuse me, stomach cancer?
i think she's makin a fool out of herself.
her bf, might probably be laughin when he reads her msg,
ahh, i just wish she would stop with the sheryl-have-a-huge-pimple-on-her-face talk.

2003-05-02T02:14:00.000-07:00

dint update for a while, busying studying! hahaha.
anyway, guess whos birthday issit today.

DAVID BECKHAM!!!

hahaha. i was telling everyone so everyone can sort of celebrate with him hehe
which was lame, as my friend says.
anyway, i gotta go to school tmr cos i need to hand in my chinese compo.
i havent thought of what to write, i have to write sth unforgettable
i dont understand why, must we always do the same title, like every year,
i remember last year we did the same title.
its weird, cant they think of anything new??
and after handing in my hw, i think i'll be going town just for a while,
cos i have to be at home to study. think i'll get the books tmr
oh and i quarrelled with my dad this morning.
and he was sort of guilty after wards so he called me after school
and offered to buy me a phone. i was like forget it,
i dont need a phone! so save it!
argh! i cant stand it when he's always like that.
buying me things so i would forget that we quarrelled, doesnt work this way
hmm or maybe he wants to buy the phone because im using the phone my mum bought,
mayb he wants me to use the phone that he gave me, instead of a phone that my mum bought.
whenever my mum buys me sth, he'll want to buy the same thing for me again.
which is funny.
Or maybe he just wants to buy a phone for me so that i'll have the motivation to study,
who knows? no one understands the way my dad thinks.
okie. time to study again.

2003-04-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

hmm im listenin to this old song now,
stefanie sun's sometimes love just aint enough,
anyway, today was lots of fun,=)
but lessons in school today seems to pass really really slowly,
i was falling asleep during the last two periods,
oh i studied with my friends after school today,
we went mos burger and revise some physics stuff,
my friend's boyfriend came along,
and the whole time we were talkin about soccer blah blah blah,
and there's a friendly match in school tmr, i think im watching, hahaha
anyway i've got maths remedial tmr, so while waiting for it to start,
i can watch some live soccer! hahah=)
i love the david beckham book, its fantastic!!
but its not very up to date.
i read christina's blog, and the oedipus complex thing sounds really interesting,
so i went to the kinokuniya website and found the book,
im not sure if its the one she's talkin about,
but, it sounds interesting.
oh and i havent got my alice sebold's the lovely bones,
its about this girl who got raped by this neighbour,
and her body was buried somewhere, and the her ghost somehow led the police to the body,
i think its something like that, anyway,
tv time =)

2003-04-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

just reached home
ahh im dying of hunger,
im like super hungry now!!
okie did lots of crazy things today
hahaha, my friends are all crazy today,
like super nuts, we kept laughing at everyone,
i feel so mean now,
then there is book fair in school today,
i dont understand why they bother having a book fair in school,
nobody is going to buy any books. its really dumb,
oh and guess what, i bought a david beckham book today,
its like his biography with LOTS of pictures!! =))
okie, i dint exactly buy it, but. anyway. =)
er, and i bought lots of pens, and i finally bought my physics workbook,
its like after half a year, and i finally bought it
okie, im going to eat some instant noodles,
and do my physics homework, =)
btw, daphnee, miss ya, hope you're doing fine! =)

2003-04-26T03:49:00.000-07:00

hmm didnt blog yesterday,
busy catchin up on my sleep and homework of course.
sports day is horrible hahaha
dm was like screamin me and my friend's name over the mike
its was so embrassing, and we couldnt sit with our houses,
we had to sit somewhere near the track,
but anyway, we were front and center, so we saw the races really clearly,
instead of seeing ants if you sit upstairs with the houses.
and i went home after sports day, slept for two hours,
and after that, i did all my maths homework.
i have exams in like 11 days. and i know nothing about everything!
hmmm i read the newspaper today,
beckham is going to transfer out of manchester united,
man u is going to be different without him.
i want to go to old trafford and watch a match live. =)

2003-04-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

hmm not a horrible day today! haha
lots of crapping, bitching abt the irritating people,
anyway, i watched the whole match this morning
beckham is fantastic! though his free kicks arent consistent
but they are fantastic! =))) im really happy!
at least, everyone who have been saying beckham sucks can shut up now!
hahah =)) hmmm i wasnt tired in school today,
dint sleep today at all. i think im still excited over the match!
anyway, took lots of neoprints this week hahaha.
i think thats why im like super, super broke!
hmm guess what im going for sports day tmr! Argh,
my friends keep insisting i accompany them, bcos we're in the same house,
besides, if you dont go, dentention for three days,
even if you have a parent's letter.
i think my form teacher hates me,
i have like TONS of corrections to do,
tons! im just dying from it. Argh.
my ear hurts!! going to scan it the neoprints later. =)

2003-04-23T06:19:00.000-07:00

okie. im broke broke broke
ahh. got my ppr report thing.
failed maths and physics, expected!
but im glad i passed accounts =))
okie, ah, there's still irritating people around,
they are like irritating fruit flies, or whatever insect,
they keep coming, and no matter how you shove your hand at them, they STILL keep coming.
yep, anyway, after school was quite fun.
went j8, walked around and started terrorising every shop. hehe
oh, and durin english lessons,
me and my friend were tryin to expand our ear hole,
she got this cone-shaped ear stick thing,
and we just shoved it in our ear holes,
and its damn fucking pain!!! hahaha but we had quite a lot of fun doing that,
and now, i can put in like three ear sticks. hahaha
its quite stupid but anyway. sports day on friday.
im not going, for sure!
there's a match tonight, tmr morning. whatever =)
im going to watch it and look like a panda tmr!

daphne, bran//
haha i love the neoprints too!! yar, bran you look "handsome" in the pictures, my friend said so! even kayne, she says you like better with the new haircut =) let's meet up again, this time with nana ok? hahha bran your schedule sucks. daphhnee, i miss you!!!

2003-04-22T01:39:00.000-07:00

Argh! another horrible day.
having a stupid horrible headache now.
lots of stupid stuff happening in school now.
many irritating people.
Anyway, lots of maths homework to do.
he wants me to finish up all the homework he gave us since the start of school
he was like telling two of my friends how i dint do any work at all
at least i do pay attention. at least sometimes argh!
but he's giving me time to finish, so its not so bad,
i told him i cant be focusing so much on maths,
my maths was never good, might as well focus more on other subjects
anyway, my form teacher is another problem,
he's going to call my mum, and tell her how i messed up for my ppr report,
ahh what a nightmare!
he says 80% of us failed maths, and almost the whole class failed physics.
i think i can only pass two subjects,
which is english, and history. probably chinese.
and on top of everything, im super broke
hmm i wanna watch many movies,
i hope return of the kings comes out soon.
i think its probably going show durin dec?
ahh. i wanna watch willard. =)
but, i broke, so forget about watchin any movies at all

2003-04-21T03:48:00.000-07:00

hmm i think its a horrible day today.
my dad dint go work today,
so all the after-school plans were spoiled.
i dont understand.
so what if my dad dint go work today,
why must i go home straight after school.
but anyway, i reached home like around 1430.
he was sleeping anyway, doesnt matter if i was home or not!
Argh! all he does is make a mess out of everything.
making a big deal out of everything.
Argh! anyway, this morning me and my friend were tryin to fake sick so we could go home.
thank god, the teacher dint notice us,
or else i'll be stuck at home with one very irritating person.
sometimes i think it doesnt matter,
how nice, how good how whatever a person is to you,
you just cant help hating that person.
my dad is an example. he's always buying this , doing that for me
but i still dislike him, not becos he doesnt give me any space to breathe,
its just the way he does anything.
Argh. Its driving me crazy!
ah, i sound super ungrateful. but im really angry now

-

had two periods of physics,
hmm i think im getting it, i might be able to pass
we got our exam time table today
i wish my mum wasnt going to japan next week
i wish i was going with her.

2003-04-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

i just finished watchin a soccer match,
and i tried to do the three things you love.. etc etc,
couldnt answer so many questions, so decided to do tmr instead,
i lost the bet to my friend oh fuck, so now we're quits
i'll just do the three things you love.. etc etc thing step by step.

three things i love
01 my friends
02 family? maybe not. haha
03 and some idiots

three things i hate
01 being grounded
02 getting caught for sth?
03 puttin on weight, being fat?

three things i cant understand
01 why i cant have my freedom
02 why some people act the way they do
03 why, when i start to think my parents may actually be nice, but they'll just spoil it all by screaming at me.

three things i want to do before i die
01 study why some people act the way they do
02 earn lots of money and spend them like crazy!
03 tell everyone i'll miss them like crazy, and that im sorry if i havent been very nice, and that i love them anyway=)

three ways to describe my personality
01 idiotic
02 quiet at times, noisy at other times
03 weird?

three ways to describe my looks
01 ugly
02 short
03 ugly

three things i say the most
01 fucker
02 fuck you
03 so how

three of your absolute fav. food
01 fish burger from mos
02 green tea ice cream
03 jap food? agetashi tofu, not sure of the spelling

three things that make me smile/laugh
01 lame jokes?
02 er nice msges?
03 my friends

three things i'd like to learn
01 study physiology?
02 learn to give and take?
03 not to take things for granted.

three wishes i would make
01 that i'll always be happy no matter what
02 that im better that what i am now
03 that my friends and everyone close will be happy=)

2003-04-18T22:47:00.000-07:00

hmm just woke up and bathe not long ago,
not meetin daphne today. sorry sister.
me and my brother, we're going to watch "dreamcatcher"
and probably eat sakesushi after/before the movie=)
hmm my knee still hurts! Argh.
i showed my brother the henna tattoo,
he was like, "so sissy"
yep, i havent played neopets for so long,
think my neopets are all dying.

2003-04-18T08:24:00.000-07:00

i just reached home.
met daphne, catherine bran, cj.
took neoprints! twice =))

i left around 9.
and on the way home, i met my frens.
and he suggested that we sneak into cat. high to walk around
and then so we did, i thought it was going to fun,
but its all construction site and messy
anyway, we climbed over the wall and walked around,
it was so dark!!! and eerie,
we walked around for like an hour,
he brought us to his old classrooms and everything,
when its already knock down.
then when we were about to leave,
some construction guy started chasing us.
and then we had to climb over the wall really quickly,
and i fell down. now there's this bruise on my leg, hurts a li'l. Argh!!

bran and daphYYYYYYy//
haha yeah i think beckham sucks. but i still think he's great looking,
just that his free kicks aint as good anymore! haha scholes was GREAT hahah!!
dont forget we must watch x-men2 together!!! okie? i love the neoprints!! =))))

2003-04-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

just read christina's blog.

hey i love jay chou too.
haha like crazy.

2003-04-17T23:26:00.000-07:00

dint get to blog yesterday,
cos my fren was at my house the whole day,
she only left at 10 and i fell asleep straight after she left,
anyway, boring day at school.
i think i slept for most of the lessons,
cos i watched a soccer match, that morning.
i won the bet!!! hahaha i bet with my friend.
okie, i thought we were going to bet on money, but he said this,

i :: so how much we betting?
he :: huh what how much?
i :: the bet lah!!!
he :: oh. i thought we bettin on McMuffin.

hahahahah its so stupid. he's such a stupid idiot.
anyway, i bet on draw!! and i won!! haha
okie.

bran//
huh? excuse me, what i never learn!!?? haha
anyway, branie? erm sounds weird. sounds disgusting!!! hahahaha
okie so are you meetin us on saturday hope you will!!

im going out with daphne today!!!
think i'll be meetin her at four
yay! =)
then i'll be meetin her again on saturday!
and pam as well. hmmm

2003-04-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

i was watchin from hell
and halfway thru, i fell asleep
hmm i dont remember much of today,
i dont feel like going school tmr but i still have to,
i hate it!!!!!

oh and durin recess,
i bought a bowl of noodles,
and then, there was this part of the bowl was burning hot,
and my finger touched it, and got burn a li'l.
its so hot, and i only touched it for a few seconds,
and my finger went all red and it hurt like hell.
and its only that part of the bowl that's so hot,
weird isnt it.

its funny how you seem to hate it when you have it,
and miss it so much, when its gone.

2003-04-15T02:39:00.000-07:00

i just read bran's blog.
thought she dont update her blog,
so i dint bother to go in, but anyway..

suglassss//
hahah hey i miss you too! hope you're having lots of fun at work and outside. dont let the sars get to you alrite. and, yar, the real madrid and man u match sucks! but did you catch the newcastle match? its a great match. hmmm okie take lots of care! =))

2003-04-15T02:12:00.000-07:00

hmm my friend's birthday today,
and i totally forgot about it!!
had a hard time thinking what to get him
but while i was reading a magazine,
and then i thought, i could get a magazine for him,
and since he's a guy, fhm is a best choice haha
so i got him that, he was kind shocked, =)

went out for a li'l while before meetin my mum today,
bought LOTS of food from ntuc,
i bought, honey stars my favourite,
lots of japanese cup noodles,
and chocolates!!

the girl sitting me beside dint come school today, AGAIN
so i spent half the time slping, the other half paying attention
had physics lesson today again,
hmm had to do some worksheets,
and i finally understood everything, =)

2003-04-14T06:15:00.000-07:00

feeling a li'l quizzy today =)
i did the what colour do you see the world in,
got it from christina's blog,
i see the world in RED. haha the picture is crap,
so i dint put it up here,
and it means im like romantic and so on,
but i think i dont like mushy stuffs, i hate it when guys says sth mushy to me,
gives me the creeps, weird kind of turn off.
anyway, here's some more::

You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

2003-04-14T03:19:00.000-07:00

school today=)
i was late!! actually me and my fren went for breakfast
decided to just diet during recess, hehe
so we were pretending to run into school,
and mrgoh, our dm was there standing, waitin for late comers
i said i woke up late and saw my fren at the bus stop, etc,
and he dint believe us so he wants to meet our parents tmr.
but anyway, i dont think he'll remember with all the sars stuff going on,
lots of my classmates fake sick just to go home!
and there were so many lame jokes bout sars going on.
recess was lots of fun, lots of catchin up, bitching becos,
some of my frens had some arguments before the holidays,
and two weeks have passed and yet they are still at it,
so, lots of bitching, around our table
oh and i kept to my diet, i drank green tea, =)
and my dad is not getting any dinner today,
he's just going to buy some bread from breadtalk

hmm paid attention durin physics lesson,
i get the definitions, formulae etc,
but i just cant seem to apply it
anyway got to start workin hard, 3 more weeks and its the exams.
it seems quite a long way thou.

2003-04-10T04:24:00.000-07:00

feeling a li'l moody today
anyway, i put on weight.
argh im going on a super diet
which is when school starts,
i'll not eat anything,
only veggies, fruits, the healthy low calories stuff

i kind of like chester bennington from linkin park
i like his dorky/nerdy rockstar look =)

its like a whirlwind inside of my head,
its like i cant stop what im hearing within,
its like the face inside is right beneath my skin.

daphnee//
i tried signing your guestbook, but it doesnt appear,
i think sth's wrong.

2003-04-09T04:38:00.000-07:00

i just got my homework thru mail
woke up at two plus today
i managed to stay up for the match! =)
hmmm okie real madrid won 3-1
anyway we had pizza for lunch today =)
watched lightyears last night,
hmmm now i dont know whether i want to go overseas after Os
or go poly, it seems so fun.
anyway, i have a sudden crazy urge to go japan!
haha my mum's going at the end of april.
and i want to go as well, but i have school and exams etc
and last night while watchin the match,
i was sms-ing to this 8days contest, if im lucky enough,
i might win the panasonic GD88.
the phone's design is crap but it has a camera!
who knows i might just get lucky
i like evanescence's bring me to life
esp the first part. *off to get some work done =)

how can you see into my eyes, like open doors
leading you down into my core when i've bcome so numb
without a soul my spirit's sleepin somewhere cold,
until you find it there and lead it back home

(wake me up)
wake me up inside
(i cant wake up)
wake me up inside,
(save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(i cant wake up)
before i come undone,
(save me)
save me from the nothing i've become,

now that i know what im without,
you cant just leave me,
breathe into me, and make me real,
bring me to life,

evanescence bring me to life

2003-04-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm im so hungry!
but as usual, there's nothing to eat
there's always nothing to eat in my house
anyway, i like the new vanilla coke, its not bad =)
oo there's a soccer match tonight or in the morning, 2.30am
i have to watch it, its the real madrid and man u match.
so i think i'll sleep at 12 and then try to wake up.
but there's not going to happen, i can never wake up.
if i sleep, i sleep all the way! nothing can wake me up.
hmmmm im going to try to do some work today.=)
i think my mum's a lil crazy,
she just told me she's sweeping the floor.
i suppose she thinks i would offer to help.

2003-04-07T03:42:00.000-07:00

there is freedom within
there is freedom without
try to catch a the delugde in a paper cup,
there are battles ahead, many battles are lost,
but you'll never see the end of the road,
while you're travelling with me,

hey now, hey now,
dont dream its over,
hey now, hey now,
when the world comes in,
they come, they come,
to build a world between us,
we know they wont win,

now im towing my car, there's a hole in the roof,
my possessions are causing me suspicions
but there's no proof,
in the paper today tales of war and of waste,
but you turn right over to the t.v page,

now im walking again to beat of the drum,
and im counting the steps to the door of your heart,
only shadows ahead, barely clearin the roof,
get to know the feelin of liberation and release.

sixpence none the richer. dont dream its over

2003-04-03T21:49:00.000-08:00

hmm think im havin this pimple outbreak!
there's a pimple on my forehead,
but you cant really see it unless you go super close,
but i cant stop touchin it!
argh i hate pimples!
and im having this sore eyes thing, =(
i look like a mess now!

anyway, i watched the re-play of the match last night,
since everything else is news news news, war war war, sars sars sars
wayne rooney reminds me of shrek
my brother likes him alot, bcos he's from everton
anyway the match a lil messy beckham got a yellow card.

ahh school is going to start soon,
with all the holidays,
i cant remember any school stuff
so probably i might just fail my mid year.
i can see myself being late on monday
with all the waking up late,
its hard to go back to waking up at six.

think im going back to sleep
my eyes are killing.
oh yar daphne maybe we can meet when school starts?
yar msg me! =)

2003-04-02T19:31:00.000-08:00

hmm just woke up =)
was supposed to watch the england and turkey match last night
but i couldnt keep awake,
so i only managed to catch the last 15mins of the show

hmm think im going back to sleep. =)

2003-04-02T02:41:00.000-08:00

okie finally blogger is workin for me again =)
new skin but i cant get the links up.
not a fantastic skin but will do for the time being
cos the other skin cant appear or sth.

yeah ahh boring day
watched 'gladiators'.
old show i think, but its my brother's favourite
he watched it like four thousand times,
so decided to give it a try, quite alrite thou.
hmmm got to buy school shoes soon,
mine is in a horrible state.
yep, =)

2003-03-28T21:05:00.000-08:00

hmm another extremely boring day.
oh and there's still one more week to go
yeah fantastic!

what the world needs now is love

2003-03-26T01:43:00.000-08:00

hmmm got home quite a while ago,
feeling weird the whole day today,
oh and i took neoprints today,
but, i lost it, fuckin careless. argh
and, went for maths remedial =)
oh and our class is going to this ite attachment thing
oo its going to fun i think? but it will take the whole day,
and, i keep forgetting to go to the bookstore before i go home,
need to get a book to read, at least its better than moping around!
i hope my school wont close,
what am i suppose to do with 2 whole weeks with a monster at home?

alanis morisette hands clean

2003-03-25T02:32:00.000-08:00

i came home at five, it was such a big deal. she did the whole im-worried-for-you crap, screamin and shoutin. yar, but she's not worried abt my safety, or my well-being she's worried that i would end up in a police station and trouble her,she said so herself. she says im a useless thing. she makes me feel this way anyway. stayin at home the whole day, doing absolutely nothing, moping around in a daze yar, i feel useless . how can i not be? she says im most inappreciative. she doesnt know the first flaming thing bout being appreciative. she goes on at me , sayin why haven i fold the clothes, do the housework, so i did, then she goes, why cant u just help me bring up the clothes, keep it properly, she goes on at me, when i wake up, when i go to bed, when i go to school, when i come home, i havent got all the time in the world to do the stuff she was supposed to do. she thinks i have this great life outside, smoking with my friends, takin drugs, stealing, enjoying myself and not having a care at all bout school and all. she goes on and says she has a hard life, earning money supporting us, juggling her work life and her housewife role. well, i havent got a wonderful life either!

-

school isnt that fantastic either.

2003-03-24T01:33:00.000-08:00

hmm great day today=)
school's alritee morning was fun
cos me and my friend we were late and we decided to go school after pe which is around 9am
so we had breakfast yumm
and we sat around playing swings ard hdb blocks
and, there's this big shelter thing, huge space and all.
there was the echo thing in the big shelter place
so we started makin all the silly sounds =)
and acted all crazy and dumb, yep
hmmm and so after that we rush to school
cos pe is over and we are having chemistry
and our chem tcher is not very nice
so if we were late,
she would want to see our late form and drag us to detention
so, we couldnt go to class with our bags
cos if we did, she'll know we were late
so we left our bags with this sec2 girl, my fren's fren. so we went to class,
made up a bunch of lies abt why we were late,
she actually believed us! hahah
yeah so for half the day,
i dint have my bag with me, felt really weird.
hmmmm met daphne after school!
had a great time, talkin, bitching, yep =))
yar, time to neopet now hehe

no secrets that's what girls do

2003-03-23T03:18:00.000-08:00

hmm havent blog in a while
time passes so fast, holidays are over now
dint really spend time catchin up with my work
hmmm exams are going to start in a month right so yeah lots to do
been downloading lots of movie =)) yeah
and i packed all my drawers and stuff,
read lots of letter and found a old file which i used when i was in smss
lots of memories. =) and erm, lots of pictures!! yearbook stuff and i miss smss
i was so silly in all the letters, and one of it was when i was in p3!! hahaha
imagine!! hahahha its so so silly
ahhhh, im so broke!! =(
oh yes man u won the match last night! woohoo 3-0

and, hey daphne!!
sorry bout not replyin u yesterday, my phone was off , low battery
hello christina!!
and CHASEyYyYy!! haven seen u in about a 100days! haha
and hey bettina!! =) take care.

||.alanis morissette hands clean.||

2003-03-16T19:51:00.000-08:00

ahhh im sick sick sick
i cant sleep properly and im really really tired!!!!!!

2003-03-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

hmmm everything is going great now
=) hmmm just came home
went to coffeebean to meet my frens for a lil while, an hour?
cos my mum went out hehe so sneak out for a lil while
yeah im sick today. my nose is seriously blocked
actually catch me if you can, the book is really quite boring
i mean yes its interesting the way he swindles
but the book is quite slow, the movie is ten thousand times better
and i watched many dvds today.
i watched a walk to remember, mr deeds and sweet home alabama
oh i love 'a walk to remember' damn nice almost cried
hmmmmm m really tired gona finish up the book then go to bed =)

||.ateens cant help falling in love.||

2003-03-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

just got home
had quite a horrible day at least half of it
went to town saw belle and catherine and some other school mates
hmmm wanted to buy a top but couldnt find anything nice
spent all my money today so im broke again
and i cant stand my friend. arghh nightmare
oh ya im reading catch me if you can, not bad yes

oh daphne yes yes yes
when my mother found out i was using the phone late at night
hahaha =) she scolded me like crazy man haha yeah
and now, we dont even talk on the phone. hahaha

lots of homework!!
and i dun even know what homework
dint recieve any worksheets or anything
and i forgot to copy the maths questions on the board
and the chinese stuff
March holidays are going to be like shit
=(

||.candy lo hao xin fen shou.||

2003-03-13T03:33:00.000-08:00

hmmm. daphne ya let's go and study
and do crazy things like we always use to
haha remember we even stole a framed picture from delifrance,
then we made up a bunch of lies about where it came from,
we said i bought it from holland v and it cost like ard $35?
yeah it was damn stupid and i must say this again
even thou nana doesnt read my blog,
Nana made me wait one hour on my birthday!!!!!!
hahahha. and remember the hours we spent outside long john
=)) those were the days, now we're all busy with our own lives
hmm think bout it, it started with a simple chalet. haha =)
mayb i should just open another chalet hahaha

-

enough bout the past
last day of school tmr, at least for term one i think
lots of homework! arghh.

||.blue u make me wanna.||

2003-03-12T01:52:00.000-08:00

hmmmm
i have lots of homework to catch up on,
esp maths! havent hand in a single home work.
our ex.books are due for checkin on friday. =(
and i dint go for maths remedial today.
i dint know there was a test. shit, gona get zero again.
out of three tests, i have only done one
my progress report is going to look crazy
and physics. i should have done the test, it was damn easy
fuck . my progress report is really going to look hell

i am going to spend march holidays catching up on everything
yes. and i brought home my physics textbook!!
first time i brought it home haha =)

-

no more thinkin bout what you do,
there's no more me running back to you

||.ashanti unfoolish.||

2003-03-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

AHHhHh

anyway, my physics teacher returned my book

-

im in serious shit, i feel totally lost,
if im asking help, its only because,
being with you opened my eyes,
could i ever believe in such a perfect surprise
i keep asking myself, keep wondering how
i keep closing my eyes, but i cant block you out,
wanna fly to a place where its just u and me
nobody else, so we can be free

-

||.atomic kitten be with you.||

2003-03-10T00:32:00.001-08:00

just came back home
watched my frens play soccer
and my fren's pants split open hahaha
oh yes, and my physics teacher confiscated my harry potter book,
he told me i could do other things if im bored. what a liar.

ARGH.
what am i doingg???

all i can think about is you,
and now, im caught in the middle

||.jlo feat LL cool J all i have.||

2003-03-10T00:32:00.000-08:00

2003-03-09T05:54:00.000-08:00

hmmmm just had dinner
gona watch the michael jackson show soon.

hmm added new pictures =)
under school.
super acting cute again haha
anyway, im lookin forward to chemistry lessons haha and physics!

and for a strange reason, i miss holland village and kaya toast =) and gloria jeans. yes yes yes.
and and and, im craving for cheesecakes and iced lemon tea. Whoaa yum yum

||.aaliyah miss you.||

2003-03-07T00:38:00.000-08:00

just got home,
its raining cats and dogs.
im so happy it rained today, the weather has been really humid lately

hmmmmm
im h a p p p p y hehe
=)))

and when i get that feeling,
i can no longer slide, i can no longer run///

2003-03-06T02:35:00.000-08:00

i hate u i really really do,
one moment its this, and ten minutes later,
some one else comes along.
school is CRAP.
daphneeee let's skip school FOREVER.
ARGH. some time next week ok?

too many things held precious,
too many things held dear,
that's what i hate,
that's what i fear,
too much to ask for, may leave me feeling lonely,
too little, leaves me nothing, nothing..

2003-03-05T02:39:00.000-08:00

hmm came home bout 6,
i hate today. terrible headache.
and i hate today. URGH.
anyway, i hate this new teacher.
okie, i went to his class, knocked the door, and asked may i borrow 3 dictionarys
he gave that "fuck off" face and said "NO. DONT INTERRUPT MY CLASS"
i said fine. okie and left
i mean, what happened to basic courtesy? and teachers being any role model or sth??
just becos he thinks he's a teacher. so what? seriously.
besides, i have already interrupted his class. nutts cant spare me a few minutes.
anyway, i was borrowing dictionaries. its not like im tryin to borrow a textbook because i forgot mine.
besides, i knocked the door and asked politely. i dint sneak around outside the class, tryin to get people to lend me dictionaries. what an idiot.

why do you always do this to me?
why couldnt you just see through me?
how come you act like this? like you just dont care at all
do u expect me to believe that i was the only to fall
i can feel i can feel you near me
even though you're far away,
i can feel i can feel you baby, why
its not supposed to feel this way,
i need u i need u more and more each day
its not supposed to hurt this way,
i need u i need u i need u
tell me are you and me still together?
tell me you think we can last forever?
telll me, why
hey listen to what we're not saying
let's play a different game then what we're playing,
try to look at me and really see my heart,
do u expect me to believe i'm gona let us fall apart?
i can feel i can feel u near me even thou you're far away
i can feel i can feel u baby, why?
its not supposed to feel this way,
i need u i need u more and more each day
its not supposed to hurt this way, i need u i need u i need u
tell me are u and me still together?
tell me you think we're going to last forever?
tell me, why?
so go and think about whatever you need to think about,
go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about,
then come back to me, when u know just how you feel.

i can feel i can feel u near me,
even though you're far away,
i can feel i can feel u baby
why?

2003-03-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.
Saw nana today at bishan hahaha =))

and, daphnee. just finished reading your blog,
i love u . brothers sucks anyway =)

yep, and i finally got my phone.
its so tiny!!!
m afraid i'll lose it, and its so hard to msg
hmm gotta get use to it.

and, im reading harry potter and the goblet of fire haha
i wanna be harry potter. being sheryl sucks heh
the book fantastic yes and the book is the hard cover version.
so its like super heavy and like a dictionary.
but its okie. im a d i e h a r d fan! =))

and why did man u have to lose to liverpool???!!!

2003-03-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

added new pictures.
under 2003. then school

WHAT A BORING DAY.

=(

2003-02-28T03:02:00.000-08:00

I really want tonight to last forever,
I really want to be with you,
I really want tonight to last forever,
I really want to be with you.

school was alrite.
=)
Oh yes, Dm made me run rounds again. in front of the half the school.
Hmmmm.

And after all, You're MY wonderwall =)

2003-02-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

bran:: hahaha your blog looks the same anyway hehe =)

2003-02-27T03:03:00.000-08:00

Maybe i didnt treat you,
quite as good as i should have
Maybe i didnt love you,
quite as often as i could have
little things i should have said and done,
i just never took the time,

you were always on my mind.

-

And i thought what i felt was simple.
And i thought that i dont belong,
And now that i'm leaving,
Now i know that i did something wrong,
Cos i missed you,

Yeah, I missed you.

-

2003-02-26T05:49:00.000-08:00

i hate you i hate you i hate you
i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-02-25T02:35:00.000-08:00

why do you do what you do to me baby.
shaking my confidence driving me crazy
you know if i could, i'd do anything for you
please dont ignore me cos you know i adore you

2003-02-22T21:28:00.000-08:00

i really want tonight to last forever,
i really want to be with you
i really want tonight to last forever,
i really want to be with you,

2003-02-22T21:17:00.000-08:00

hmmm.
went out yesterday, the last saturday i'll ever be out again.
haha and i dint smoke yes. =)
took neoprints will update soon.
and i met many many people yesterday.
saw cj last night, could hardly recongise her haha
went borders after belle and wanyi left.
cos my mum was at the borders cafe there.
when i got there she was still talkin with her frens
so i walked ard borders and ended up reading this book,
quite nice. "the last time i wore a dress"
at first i was reading the complete fairy tales by brother grimm.
quite a sick book. anyway me and mum went home, afterthat
reached home around 11 sth, was dead tired and fell asleep.

2003-02-20T04:08:00.000-08:00

hmmm i dont know how things can get any worse,
but it did anyway. yep.

||atomic kitten be with you||

2003-02-18T05:29:00.000-08:00

i wanna skip school tmr.
so many things i can be doing tmr,
like watch fd2 hahaha even if its nc-16 and also,
many other things. i could have a free supply of fag until mid march,
and i turned that down. im not that hopeless after all.
but anyway, instead of fd2 tmr, im stuck with plain accounts,
plain old maths chinese, social studies. crap whole lot of crap.
dm dint call for me today, im sure he will tmr. im sure.
actually things arent so bad, think my parents are sick of sayin caught again?

and all the roads we have to walk are winding,
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding,
there are so many things i would like to say to you,
but i dont know how, becos maybe,
you're gonna be the one who saves me,
and after all,
You're my Wonderwall.

2003-02-17T03:28:00.000-08:00

the stupid letter came, came came came.
ARGH.

here i come hell.
sorry daphne cant skip school for a while.
dm is just going to yank me out of class to give me a big scolding tmr.

2003-02-15T01:02:00.000-08:00

You've got to get yourself together,
You've got stuck in a moment,
And you cant get out of it,
Oh love, look at you now,
You've got stuck in a moment,
And you cant get out of it,

2003-02-14T20:37:00.000-08:00

hmmm had quite a fun vday yesterday.
watched a movie last night hahaha catch me if you can.
fantastic movie! =) i'm going to get the book, for collection hahaha
and went to sky garden after that.
hmm dont know what's up for today but i'm still tired from yesterday hmmm.
so yep just going to roll back to my bed and sleep
yep, later later later.

2003-02-13T02:50:00.000-08:00

its really quite weird when some one online asks me,
if im from smss, i dont know whether to say used to, or yes, or just simply no.
hmmm
valentine's day tmr hehehe =)
daphne!! TELL ME HOW TO REJECT MY DIE-HARD SUPPORTER? hahahhaha.
quarrelled w my mum this mornin, it went quite bad .
yah, i love u guys!
Daphne are we meetin tmr or what?

2003-02-11T06:55:00.000-08:00

havent been a very good week,
the start already sucks
late for school today, there were like more than 20 other people late too,
it just havent been a good start.